Everything to me.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

Planetshakers Concert 11-12th August @ Expo Hall 10 7.30pm. anyone interested?

managed to have a chat with my bro in aust. apparently he has seen planetshakers liao, and he said they are CRAZY...
omg i cant wait for them to come to FCBC man. we're gonna have tonnes of fun fun fun...

think this is one of the very few things wherever i talk to bro regardin ministry or church stuff. i cant even believe he joined a church in aust. praise the Lord man.

he even cares abt the small things. God, thank u..

{ 10:39 PM }

Saturday, July 29, 2006

backk again... these few days have seriously been packed with so much stuff man. from gdbyes to little accomplishments, to drama-packed days...
i cant help but give a big sigh, now that wkends are finally here..

Wed
managed to get my webcam after shoppin with Dan. immediately rushed dwn to get it installed... big thank you to those who helped me. gonna have lots of fun with it.. would be able to contact bro who's in Aust right now, cant believe it's oredi 2wks since he flew off. time flies man..

thurs
butt's farewell dinner. think it's my 2nd time at Newton Mrt. i'm quite dumb and blur when it's gotta do with these 'weird' areas. haha
ate at Newton Food Centre. the food was okay lah... think lousy isnt very appropriate.
managed to get a photo with her. gosh, i'm gonna miss that girl man. i'll be prayin, sister..
(doubt she reads blogs though)
since i have a webcam oredi, i guess i'll get in touch with her soon. let's hope..

friday
was quite hesitant to go to sch, cos vj was having half-day. wanted to send butt off, but her flight is at 4am in the morning. let's jus say that it aint exactly human lah
so... sch was onli 4periods long. super irritating cos there was a phy test, by which i forgetten all abt it.
apparently the test is relatively easy. think can score leh. first time that phy test is so simple lah. lucky my answers were the same as jeff. so we'll get the same marks. hope the teacher dont suspect anythin, cos i sat beside him during the test.
but i can guarantee u that I DIDNT CHEAT..

left sch and headed dwn to town. shopped for bday cards and nick's present. kinda pissed cos i couldnt attend his baptism. crapp

today
TAKE THE CITY WALK. think that's the main event, cos i woke up at 540 on a Saturday morning. it's like super duper rare for me man. i nvr did like sacrificin my saturday morning slp, but oh wells.
quite fun. shall not elaborate, bcos... how u want me to talk abt it anyway? haha..
rushed to vj after all. had 15mins of bathing time before assembling in the CT. i seriously wasted my time for VJ's College Day lah. spent 2hrs in LT1 lor. slpt abit... not exactly slping lah, cos i woke up to help liqin with her integration tutorial. and i did integration assignment too... i'm free frm any math hmwk for the entire wk man. woohoo!!

enjoyed the bus ride home with liqin, managed to talk abt alot of issues. interesting. got to know her more too...

feelin ultra tired right now, and it's onli... 10pm
quite rare since it's saturday. oh man
tmrw's sunday oredi. de retreat is a wk away. time flies...
i dont want the wk to start again. i'm sick of it lah, seriously

{ 9:48 PM }

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

getting back into the continous cycle of a JC student. it sucks and it totally brings my energy level to the minimum each and every day.
it's nonstop, fast-paced behind the scenes action for me man. i jus got back my result slip, and i failed overall bcos of stupid GP, and by ONE STUPID MARK.
cant believe it man.

told u i need gp tuition liao, dont believe...

and if sch and the tonnes of work aint enuf...
i've got alot of matters happenin this wk
like i said. non stop action man...
i cant wait for National Day to come. cos it's 1wk break for VJC!!! woohoo...

i needa prepare for the big one. PROMOS... (haiz)
tired, shagged, and my shoulders are getting soft soft liao (aka means tired) ...
lord, gimme rest. i mean literally... that's all i need right now.

integration and organic chem. frustrating level: lv 1 million..

{ 11:40 PM }

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

back from a long bloggin break (actually not really that long) ... i realised that these 2wks have been packed with lots of events, but i cant really recall each and everyone.. yet alone jottin dwn the details..
i even forgetten to blog abt Eighty-Eight, VJC Piano concert lah... ugh

anyway.. let's talk abt this wk.

i'm goin to have a NS checkup (or some sort) tmrw at tanjong pajar, which is ultra faraway. lucky mom suggested taxi man.. i really cannot make it when it comes to directions
means i'll be skippin math, gp and chem. i was actually happy to skip gp bcos i thud we're supposed to do the 'globalisation' presentation. but plans changed, the gp teacher decided to give us a peek at our gp results (or some sort)... crapp.
i hope i dont need to enter NS earlier lah. the letter stated that they're gonna do a checkup and fitness test. i got Silver for NAPFA lor, pls dont ask me to do pullups again. i havent been trng and i will CONFIRM fail.. dang*

saw the eye specialist yday night. apparently the bill was $68 and mom was super shocked... well the doc said that my entire body is super sensitive. includes my skin, nose and lungs (that's why i have sinus, slight asthma and sensitive skin)... so the redness is worsen bcos of my super sensitive body. doc advised to stay away from contacts for... 3wks... yes, means i'll be geeky for 3wks ... so much for being vain ya? i cant believe some said i looked matured and decent in spects. think i wont listen to the doc, cos the 3rd wk is DE retreat and i will confirm wear contacts lah..

had A'level MT listenin compre yday, i think it's okay lah... glad that i managed to get afew right, after discussin with changyi and the rest.. heh.

speakin of changyi, and for the benefit of him...
here's my results, it aint gd so i'm not exactly proud of it..

phy - C
chem - E
math - D
chinese - D
econs - S (dont even begin..)
gp - will be updated soon...

bro talked to me the other day, apparently it's normal to get these kind of grades. cos VJ's standard is way higher than A's...
told me that he even got O for chem prelims, and the teachers were askin him to drop. but in the end, he got an A. wat a way to smack the teacher in the face man.. haha
i'm onli concerned for econs. i seriously hate it... i dont even know why i took it lah.

the plannin for DE retreat is goin rather smoothly... i think... at least for my side, heh.. cant believe it's 3wks (less than that actually) away man. filled with that excitement and anxiously altogether.

well, back to tutorials...
when shud i shud start muggin for promos? mid aug? or later? ...

PS: i'm seriously in need of econs tuition. seriously serious..

{ 9:44 PM }

Thursday, July 13, 2006

i've jus gotten back from the airport. yepp, my bro has jus left for aust liao..
there's this awkward feelin right now, frankly speakin i'm beginnin to miss him liao. i jus cant help it... 17yrs leh...

the last farewell was kinda weird, cos he hugged mom and broke dwn str. away. i nvr seen him cry before and it really hit me that he really doesnt wanna go..

despite all the fights and quarrels in our everyday life, i guess family still stands. i jus nvr took the time to observe and experience the love of a family. i'm on the verge of tears too (no, i'm not gay. it's jus that family is smth i hold very dear to my heart)
i can onli thank God for a family like this, despite all our differences and arguments, i could see that everythin's in the past liao..

6mths w/o my big bro..

it'll be weird
it'll be quiet

alot more quiet..

{ 11:46 PM }

Monday, July 10, 2006

it's weird that within wks... most likely til aug. afew pple would be leaving...
benita
janelle
and
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.
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my brother

it's funny that i feelin abit uneasy that they're leaving. benita is a super funny girl to hang out with. janelle is like a big sister to me, who aids me in keyboard. and my bro.. well he's my bro, he's family. what else can i say?

hmm.. gdbyes were nvr easy i guess.

God, please protect them.

{ 9:37 PM }

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

it's been a long long time since i last blogged...
well the exams are officially over. in short, they were horrible and i cant help but scold anyone who asks me abt it.. it sucks when u put it so much effort (like studyin til 3am in the morning) and all efforts seem useless...
but i'm glad that i finally made it thrh...

now that exams are over... there's more stuff at hand..

1) piano concert .. it's this Friday and everyday's bein packed with non-stop rehearsals.. heard the ticket sales oredi not too gd liao... haiz

2) de retreat.. it's roughly 3.5 wks away right? i cant help but get alittle panicky cos there seems to be so much to take care of. one moment it is location. next moment it is abt the theme... hmm, real test of faith man... i nvr thud it would be so intense..

3) pw.. i hate to say this, but pw is gettin on my nerves... and i heard we have to hand in EOM by nxt monday. let's run thrh my schedule for the wk... rehearsals til thurs and all will end at 6, meaning i'll reach home ard 7plus? friday is totally out of the qn cos it's the concert... saturday is Retreat commitee mtg and i think it's the onli day that i'm free to think abt EOM. sunday is out of the qn cos it's Church day, meaning i'll leave hse at 7am and reach home at 7pm...
as the leader of the pw grp, i feel that i'm doin a very lousy job cos we cant do much as Spore Sports Sch is reluctant to help us... and the Wushu federation doesnt wanna reply our email... meaning that surveys and interviews will be alot alot tougher to get...
plus with this busy schedule this wk, how am i able to do much?

understd why i call it a "test of faith" now?
darren is requestin for prayers man... when? NOW is a gd time to start .. haha

i needa learn to just love and serve... i need that life, that simple life ..

{ 8:58 PM }